Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 1:42 PM everything is finally over. and have been over for long. working at tien hsia was just a part time job to kill my time. i have always been pondering on how to work on pursuing my dreams, my passion.
but the stress that kept coming from my parents really adds on tons and tons weight of pressure to me. i know they are talking sense into me. caring about me and my sister's future. on what are we going to do in the future. i seriously feel like taking a break . a break which i really meant BREAK. with no concern no worries. spend few moments with beloved people and ones.
it's not that i hate working. i love working, but working with something that can't interest me. just forget about it.
i wonder where does the spirit of so many working people and adults who are already working. i really want to learn from them.
i really want to sit down at starbuck alone. just thinking and looking at things. it's really comfortable.
in the past, i was really not comfortable with being alone. but slowly, as time goes by, it felt different and amazing.
I LOVE FUN , EXCITING, PLAYFUL FRIENDS. I LOVE NOISINESS. BUT AT TIMES, I LOVE TO BE ON MY OWN. :)
maybe it's really time to move forward. to move towards something i want and to another chapter. :)
5 ones!! i will always love them :) no matter what. me= jaejoong= yunho= yoochun = junsu = changmin